The things we want for

We want many things for our children. Seeing little ones play with each other, tag, patty cake, a since of normalcy. You can want words that say I love you, someone to look up to. But sometimes what we want we are not given. We are given more. Sometimes more is less. Less words, more squeals, less freedom, more structure, less time, more love. Some things hurt until you realize it doesn't, that your just like every other mother. A Mother who devotes her soul to those kids. Who fears for their future. That all you really wat is the best for them. For them to Play, to be happy, proud of you,to know they are loved. Your just like every other mom after all. And that's ok.you don't have to be super mom. Your already a hero to them. And from then on all you want is their happiness. Even if that's lining blocks or stacking books. Working at McDonald's or being an astronaut. And you go from being scared and nervous to jus remembering they arent like every other child, and that's what makes them so amazing they are the only them in the world. And that is pretty cool when you think about it. You just have faith that god has and will continue to give you all the tools you need to raise these two beaitiful idividuals god gave you... And you smile. Cuz you are so blessed. It's not about what you want for them it's what god wants fr them.