Always happy.
Always hopeful.
Always understanding.
Always ready with a smile.
But i will try to be. Because with every fiber in my being i love you. Every... Single... Fiber of me i love being your mother.
I love your smiles. I love your little personalities. I live for the moments where you tell me your thoughts, your dreams.
I feel so unworthy of being your mother
Your so sweet, so pure.
I fear my anxiety gets in the way. I feel anxious so often, and when i feel anxuous I fear I am failing you.
But from my anxiety i hope you learn.
I hope you learn that its ok to be broken as long as you pick up the pieces ans move on.
I hope you learn there is never a day that isnt worth living and loving
I hope you learn to be loving, to be strong, and to care about others.
I hope you learn fear happens and will effect you, but you cant let it steal your joy.
I hope you learn its ok to be angry about being afraid, but its never ok to let your fear or anger control you.
I wish i could live forever my loves
Because my greatest fear is leaving you one day. I never want to die because i never want you to feel alone.
Because my love for you permiates everything i am. My love for you is all i am. Sometimes i fear what I am is not enough
But all i am, and all i have, is you.
My perfext sweet boys, when moms broken your my glue.
And i love you
